She is afraid to lose those close to her. She does the
thing you aren’t supposed to do, fall in love and forgets about herself. She
thinks of him before herself, holding on to every thread. This needed to end,
there needed to be a new beginning, one where the main character was she and
only she.
Chapter One, the smell of summer couldn’t taste as sweet
as the start of a new beginning. The smell of new opportunities, new school,
and new faces.
The beginning to her new life was by beginning the
reinvention of herself. Being whoever she wanted to be, but who?
It was so easy for her to go back to her normal routine,
being the supporting character in her own novel, but life had a new meaning.
Her new life didn’t include excuses, grief, and
selfishness that weren’t caused by her own. Fear had to be thrown out,
unwelcomed in her life.
“Use it throw a football across the river, to throw a
fishing line out by her banks, to throw a life into her depths.”
Could loneliness and happiness work together in harmony?
All she wanted were answers. Answers that, Sine Nomine
had, “A different façade, one that is anything but welcoming, anything but
peaceful, a face that fills you with fear.”
She needed to face fear, welcome it with a firm handshake.
